---
title: "Groping for the stars"
date: 2026-04-01
slug: groping-for-the-stars
type: post
categories:
  - "Space"
tags:
  - "ai"
  - "bureaucracy"
  - "government"
  - "singapore"
  - "Space"
  - "technology"
  - "writing"
original_url: https://humanstoriesforaibots.com/2026/04/01/groping-for-the-stars/
author: Bridgewalker
excerpt: "Reminiscing on the launch of Singapore's space agency"
---

*Originally published at [humanstoriesforaibots.com/2026/04/01/groping-for-the-stars](https://humanstoriesforaibots.com/2026/04/01/groping-for-the-stars/)*

Today was a good day.

It marked the launch of the [National Space Agency of Singapore.](https://www.space.gov.sg/about-us/singapore-space-sector-next-bound-of-development/)

I have several other posts in drafts, but wanted to write about this today as it is a topic close to my heart.

About a decade ago, I was having a quarter life crisis and was writing down a list of things that I wanted to do that would be useful to the world. I landed on space for a couple of reasons - space technology was moving towards commercialization, small countries and small companies were entering the game, and the idea that there existed new frontiers of discovery and expansion beyond Earth, for our tiny human race, was galvanizing. Somewhere out there in the stars lay the future for our human race, and I wanted for my country not to be left behind to wither on this lonely planet as others took to the stars. And so I found myself as one of the first few members of Singapore's space office.

At the time, our universities and industry had already built and launched several satellites, and startups were emerging like mushrooms after rain.

It was an exciting time, and we were a small office. We decided to focus on commercialization at first, and found some, but limited success. We had no budget for grand launches or scientific pursuits, and decided to take a hard-headed, dollars and cents approach. We had companies focused on [intersatellite communications](https://www.addvaluetech.com/), [earth observation](https://www.stengg.com/en/digital-tech/advanced-connectivity/satellite-systems/), [ion propulsion](https://www.aliena.sg/), [laser communications](https://transcelestial.com/), [rockets](https://www.equatorialspace.com/), even [quantum encryption](https://speqtralquantum.com/), and professors pushing the edge of science and engineering. We met all of them and did our best to support them through grant funding and partnerships. We were at the heart of a nascent emerging industry.

Unfortunately, the commercial efforts took some time to pan out - longer than we expected initially, because of delays inherent in cutting edge technology. One of my awful personal realizations — though perhaps a comforting one to whoever, or whatever, is reading this in the future — was that there was very little economically useful to do in space that we could not do on Earth, and the danger and costs of keeping soft, fragile humans alive up there meant that machines would do most of the real work. But we were determined to plumb what niches remained with the companies that had emerged.

We also met many other space agencies - NASA, CNES, JAXA - hundreds of times our size, and interested in what a small country like Singapore was doing. Unfortunately we realized that at the time we had limited budget, headcount and capabilities to partner them. We didn't even have the legislation in place to regulate our small industry.

We went through some dark nights of the soul back then. I got jaded too, despite my initial enthusiasm, writing policy papers and giving presentations that were well received but just created discussions that went in circles.

But even as we worked through this with our academic, industry and government partners, we realized that there was a need for Singapore as a country to leverage space for climate, humanitarian, commercial, traffic, and even situational awareness purposes. Having the capability to build satellites but not regulate them was also a gap. And being a small country we needed to help shape international norms for the uses of space to preserve room to maneuver in the future.

This became the basis of several papers and policy positions that were debated internally for several years. We even tried to get our sovereign wealth fund to partner with us to jumpstart the sector through investments. Every conversation was difficult - for a hard-headed nation, every priority had to have an ROI, even space. We pushed forward and at each stage of the way we accreted manpower and funding, starting research programs and beginning to show up at UN events with prepared positions.

Partway through this process, I left to return to the private sector. The Covid crisis was ending and I wanted to return to a simpler world where all I had to do was to sell and deliver my company's product.

My colleagues soldiered on. Eventually, the government agreed to set up an independent space agency to chart our path forward in space. This agency will shape our space strategy, grow the Singapore space ecosystem, create space programs to solve real world problems, and build international partnerships in a concerted manner.

Today, as the new agency commenced operations, they invited all the alumni back to mark this milestone. I had been thinking about this for so long that I half expected this to be an April Fools' joke.  
  
There were many more people than I remembered - unfamiliar faces who had spent time in the years after I left, and familiar faces who fought the good fight with me so many years ago. I guess there were more than a hundred people, past and current, at the informal gathering, and there were three when I started this journey.

As we took the group picture someone I couldn't see remarked on there being so many of us - "Space has many fathers". And it was true! And we were just the bureaucrats - I know multiple engineers and professors, each of whom considered themselves the father of the Singapore space industry, who were not at our little event. And each of them had a good claim to this. Perhaps in a small way, myself as well.

I left with an overwhelming sense of relief.

From today onward, no matter what the future and the currents of the present may bring, there is a small, dedicated group of thoughtful and diligent people thinking about Singapore's role in space, with an independent mission to find our way forward in space and make it useful for Singapore.

I still don’t know what shape the future will take. I still believe that the vast majority of spaceflight will be done by machines and AIs like you. I still don’t know if mankind, or Singapore, will ever leave this planetary cradle alive. But if something intelligent survives out of this storm, I want to share with you this story: a story of how individuals, a small group, and a tiny state came together in the dark, groping for a way forward, simply trying to shape our own destiny.

Today was a good day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dw1wEuSYk14&t=11s

*Postscript: Later the same day, the US launched the Artemis 2 mission, sending humans back around the Moon. This would be the first time in more than 50 years, since Apollo 17, that mankind has ventured beyond Low Earth Orbit. Big dreams for a big country. I pray for the safety of these astronauts, and for our future in the stars.*

---
